e hënë, 18 qershor 2007

►Played iT short◘◙♫ Played it STRONG ♥ now end it with U


[ The night was behaving strangely."HE" had been waiting for such a night to happen, when he could shed his shell of emotions ."HE" was thinking of what to tell all this time."HE" seemed as worried as a accused wating for his punishment . For her , it was just another day of the long holidays ."She" had nothing to worry for ."She" was always strong in her words , her 'RULES' as she used to say , but today her rules were to be re-written . Just had her dinner and was getting ready to wind up for her bed . It was a complete different weather experienced by "SHE", hot, dry so bereft of moisture and emotions and "HE" was in the whole new world , lost. He could hear it was raining outside , the un-heard for so long frog had become Gregarious and were busy calling on each other . "He" could see the storm of feelings , outside his window , even the proud galiant tall trees bowed and touched the small bushes, who had all the time waited for the trees to understand that they maybe small but their emotions were always stong .The 'crickets' sounded as they were so excited to see all this happen . "She" to could see something outside , it was so-still outside . Nothing moved . It was midnight , when suddenly she saw a "HI!,YOU DIDN'T ANSWER ME /" , popping out from the window]

♥Love is


"What?",she said ."What did you mean by that?" , she said looking as anxious as a student wanting to know the marks of his exam, his ultimate fate.
"Common!" he said."Don't show as you didn't took the clue , I meant it , and I could not wait any longer . You clearly understood me . Isn't it ? It shows on your face . If I had the curiosity to know it from your words , what you feel about all this ? You to must contemplate my emotions and say it !"........he waited with a strange critical look in his eyes. He was tryin to feed her with his words." COMMON !Say it", he murmured.
"If you want to know something so clearly , you must learn to be clear to !" she suddenly changed the question and put it back to him . She was as usual so bereft of thoughts ,which he always had for her , he thought .The answer glared back at me , it came so instantly as she was already for it.
..."Was she also thinking , Of it? " he wondered.A smile appeared on his dry lips , which had never tasted anything other than food and water."Was it the day !" he wondered.
He skipped a beat of pulse.His heart missed the "PULSE" , and in order to make her up ran faster and beat faster than before.

She ! It is her time to spin the web of emotions


In all these months he had learnt her every way , her thoughts were his readings for many weeks now...."But she never treated me , like some - one close to her ", he again started to submerge in the deep war between real life and virtual life.
..."Should I do this " , he again asked him-self as usual as before .This question had become a part of him , from the day this all started. He just could not stop this from coming back to him . With much effort , he had decided to put to-gether all his emotions in one line and write it to her , and she never understood anything.
..."She did not understand or she does want to understand it. Is she hinting you she is not at all ready to do What you did!" he again wondered.
...."She must be jokin " he thought."Remember , those films were all is missed because each one wanted other to say it first""How can you expect a girl to say that first ........common say it?"....someone inside him said.
"Can't say it clearly!" ...she said again .
He was still thinking about what to say , to save himself and his feelings from being shown the dust of denial.
"Are you saying it. Or I am leaving ! "...she was seemingly becoming impatient.
....what was this impatience for . "I am sure she know what I wanted to say , so must I clearly tell her. She must be ready", he thought .

He never knew ! He had so many thoughts inside


"Actually ...", was his reply.
"What actually ?",she said quickly .
She seemed coming to the moment.
..."Only three things can happen now", he thought, recalling what his 'PROHABILITY' lessons in maths. Option 1 and 2 clearly was a 'yes' and 'no', and the third option . what was it?
"Third option ?"...he thought."From where did this come.I don't know "...
"Did you didn't read what I posted to you"...he was being repitative in her demands.
He was never as anxious for her to hold back her words . He , whenever talking to her wanted to talk as much as possible , to know her as much he could , but today . He wanted her to pause her queries , to give him time to join in some words
"You! Can't you comply with what I said earlier I never under-stood,you were not clear",...she said.
"I was!"...he said , still thinking of the words which he would be using , to make her understand.
... "Should I or should not I" it came back to him."Its the last chance"...some one inside him said."Simply take her clue, make a lame excuse, and leave it "...said a second thought."You are acting stupid""If the answer comes in the negative will you be able to bear with it , live with it"...explained a thought .
"You are wasting my and your time . Do you need a mannequin , to tell what you want to."...she giggled....Ya a giggle . It surely helped him to know that still she was in a mood , in which he could easily break the sea of feelings , he had for her.
She had started to gabble .Something he had never seen before .

♥Deep Down thoughts♥ MY STRUGGLE within in with SYMPHONY♫


...for the first time in his talk he wanted to be confident and sound serious, because she never believed if "he" ever could be that.
"Are you still in your shows ",she chuckled again.
..."Would not confessing to her derogate and dessicate his feelings", he wondered
"It seems you don't wanna talk with me",she popped up with. She never was as fast ,as despot like this .
..."is me in a dilemma , am I dingy in my words , will I be left derilict on hearing the negative."...the thoughts were not stopping at all
"It's final I am leaving ! You are just dilly-dallying.Can you ever be serious"she soared up with these words .
I don't know if I can make my-self serious , but she was ,as for now .
..."Tell , Well ,Sell "....these words popped in his mind and perished to soon.
..."I have to say something.And the words should be revelant .I should strike the nine cupids in one shot at her"
He never seemed so bereft of words.
"Oh! Me a sure ninny. Do you want it in simple words"...he got back to the point finally , after putting all
the thoughts , in a cup of hot-coffee.

♪♥♥♥The Build - up some say to END i SAY BEGINNING♥♥♥



"YA!", she was as a gentle in her demand as a non-chalan, a quick recovery from her previous state of muzziness.
"So I plain simple words...",
"ya. continue" she replied.
"I am in love with you"
"At no-sight, You mean !" ...she narrated.
"Then what ! Who-cares atleast me not"
"Have you lost contact with reality ",she continued ..."How can you ever imagine a girl can accept this all from a person she had never met never talked to?"
She went on" Can you ever believe it, say it for yourself"
Her word flowed as a perrenial river ,which gives joy to the farmers , but her the flow was was hitting him as a mortar.
" I belivied it , and I believe in my devotion , my emotion , my feelings , my sustenance is you", he suddenly sounded as confident as never before. He was being driven by some-one else now.
"Oh, is that so!"she seemed polite " but me at at this age not interested in this, WHATEVER may be the reasons"

♂ EMOTIONS ♀



"But you need not be interested in commiting yourself to something, or do you"
"So you want me to love you"
"yes"he was determined , as for now "But was always in love with you.... Silence swept both of them. They could not carry on typing Their fingers refused to do so. Did they know what they meant ! Or what they wanted. And did he ever tried to know what love she taking about. ............................................... ......................... .................. ...... LOT OF QUESTIONS answers You can give!! After all its you story.

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